yeah... armor for sleep i super. I agree with them."nothing's real somehow" for some reason lately nothing does seem real. Its like i've been having one big long dream all the time. I wake and everything is that same for a few days. Then i wake up and go to arkansa for a while, that seemed real. Then when i got home, its like i fell back asleep and started dreaming again. I don't know whats going. I find myself doing interesting things lately. I cleaned my room today without being told. Yeah i know, i'm a messy guy. And just really some weird stuff I wouldn't usually do. I get mad all the time, for no reason i guess, I just keep wanting to punch a hole in the wall. I guess it's just hard for me to leave everything that ever meant anything to me. I'm tired of being all depressing, but i can't help it. I do things with my friends here and i enjoy myself, I forget about everything else. But as soon as i get home or they leave, its like I fall back into my little hole.