tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55979182011-04-21T16:25:47.323-05:00I love Her...my meaningless blog to keep me occupied Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.comBlogger471100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1175441036507575572007-04-01T10:21:00.000-05:002007-04-01T10:23:56.506-05:00Hey, sorry i missed your call. I guess i had just fallen asleep and my phone was stuck in my bed!Thanks for the post-hope you have a good day! I had this as a comment but then deleted it. I decided to just changed it to a post.Call Me-Bye love youRyan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1175399113327148992007-03-31T23:43:00.000-05:002007-03-31T23:45:13.326-05:00hey! I'm back in Odessa now...just wanted to say hi to you! I guess i'll talk to you Later! BYEJ. RenaeRyan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1075580113235342682004-01-31T14:15:00.000-06:002004-01-31T14:16:50.373-06:00Enough said...Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1075163686373625752004-01-26T18:34:00.000-06:002004-01-26T18:36:18.450-06:00Hey ...Jalesa did my Great colors and stuff on my blog...BYERyan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1075090222294935232004-01-25T22:10:00.000-06:002004-01-25T22:34:29.090-06:00hey I'M watchin tv right now and talking to jalesa...i am feeling sleeping right now and i have a refrigerator in my room... um i really love her...i do and i proved tht to her on wed. nite/ thurs. morning... well i am out for now!Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1069801065765073892003-11-25T16:56:00.000-06:002003-11-25T16:58:16.123-06:00More Than Words by Extreme Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cause I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1069543079750954042003-11-22T17:17:00.000-06:002003-11-22T17:18:27.653-06:00wedding showers are sillyRyan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1068876680133847172003-11-15T00:11:00.000-06:002003-11-15T00:11:40.606-06:00When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes, I all alone beweep my outcast state And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries And look upon myself and curse my fate, Wishing me like to one more rich in hope, Featured like him, like him with friends possess'd, Desiring this man's art and that man's scope, With what I most enjoy contented least; Yet in these thoughts myself almost Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1067830478736397652003-11-02T21:29:00.000-06:002003-11-03T18:19:05.673-06:00music makes me happy. listen to these The Early November - Come Back. Copeland - Priceless The Lyndsay Diaries - Whispers of a long Goodbye Trapt - Stories Acceptance - Permanent Brand New - Am I wrong Madison - Right Outside Matchbook Romance - Tiger Lily Moneen - Are we really happy with who we are right now? ________________________________________________ yeah i'm bored Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1067812375890095542003-11-02T16:32:00.000-06:002003-11-02T16:32:54.376-06:00Hey lush have fun, it's the weekend.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1067133629726407922003-10-25T20:59:00.000-05:002003-10-25T21:00:29.613-05:00There's no reason to be down this much. Life has more to it than just having fun.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1066864600131509522003-10-22T18:12:00.000-05:002003-10-22T18:16:40.043-05:00I miss Puerto Rican Eddie.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1066345536198152112003-10-16T18:01:00.000-05:002003-10-16T18:05:36.263-05:00I'm going to Andrews this weekend. But something is gonna be different this time. I'm not staying with christian or roberts or any of those guys. I'm staying at Jalesa's house. This is going to be a very interesting experience. I mean her parents are nice and stuff. I've never not gotten along with them. But there's just something about 'em, I don't know why but I'm always nervous around. Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1065577497916309752003-10-07T20:35:00.000-05:002003-10-07T20:44:57.443-05:00School is really dumb. It's just stupid. I'm all for education, we need to be an educated society. But the way school try to do it is not very effective. Now college, is when you actually do learn something, not just learning random facts but the things that will help you in the career you want to pursue. But to be able to get into college you have to make good grades in high school. Okay, Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1065381401807219872003-10-05T14:15:00.000-05:002003-10-05T14:16:41.680-05:00Samiam is a good band...download some of their stuff.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1065380653414199982003-10-05T14:03:00.000-05:002003-10-05T14:04:13.470-05:00 YAY!!!!!!!! Tickets are super fun...and yes by the way there is a curfew in Wolfforth Texas.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1065044248564202942003-10-01T16:37:00.000-05:002003-10-01T16:37:28.210-05:00HEY!!!! It's me again. Well.... actually I have to tell you something ... It's Jalesa but besides that It's me..... well Ryan is not goin to do this today or for now.... I am.. I'm more than bored and this is just something i like to do just to PISS Ryan off... it's an inside joke... I have cheerleading tomorrow in the morning.. I'm about tired of all that crap... it's pointless i love pep Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1064962132599552432003-09-30T17:47:00.000-05:002003-09-30T17:49:57.466-05:00Yeah....Well I've decided I can't just take things for granted any more. The past few days or so showed me that Jalesa and I aren't permanent, I had taken that for granted way too much. The best thing in my life I wasn't even thankful for...But now I realize how thankful and lucky I am to have her...I can't let that happen to me or us again. Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1064886452881106742003-09-29T20:36:00.000-05:002003-09-29T20:53:09.600-05:00Well I haven't posted anything of much late. So I think I'm going to now. I'm bored and yeah, I'm listening to Madison, they're pretty sweet. Well this last weekend has been very interesting. It started off really freaking awesome. Jalesa came down for homecoming. We went out to eat at TGI Fridays before the game. The game was alright, I don't think she had much fun. I wouldn't either not Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1064876427231566672003-09-29T17:59:00.000-05:002003-09-29T18:00:27.373-05:00I've got a guest-book now so please sign it ever so kindly.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1064795748380301612003-09-28T19:35:00.000-05:002003-09-28T21:16:32.723-05:003 words to describe how i feel: what the hell!?!?!?!?Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1064544721001228382003-09-25T21:51:00.000-05:002003-09-25T21:52:01.193-05:00I've added some new links, good bands mostly. check em outRyan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1064544587613967512003-09-25T21:49:00.000-05:002003-09-25T21:49:47.210-05:00I can't stand this, I don't want to do this any more. Any of it.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1064371655256073782003-09-23T21:46:00.000-05:002003-09-23T21:47:34.720-05:00Jalesa is coming this weekend. Super fun times. I have something to look forward to.... for once.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1063835978980894872003-09-17T16:59:00.000-05:002003-09-17T16:59:49.350-05:00Peter Griffen is god, and cooler than your mom.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1063765096790123422003-09-16T21:18:00.000-05:002003-09-16T21:18:16.966-05:00 .(....\.............../....) ..\....\............ /..../ ...\....\.........../..../ ....\..../´¯.|.¯`\.../ ..../... |....|....(¯ `\ .../.....|....|......\....\ ..|.....|´¯ |´¯ | \....| ...\.....` ¯..¯´......../ .....\.................../ FiNchRyan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1063320762798775722003-09-11T17:52:00.000-05:002003-09-11T17:52:42.850-05:00Words can't say anything right nowRyan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1063231593346575632003-09-10T17:07:00.000-05:002003-09-10T17:07:23.063-05:00Well, right now I don't even want to be doing this, but I realized I don't have anything else to do. School is the same everyday so I find myself just kind of thinking. Like today I was in French and I looked down at my watch and it was a little after 11. Then I was thinking, that's 3rd period in Andrews, that means Jalesa is in Mr. Kimbell's class. I was supposed to be in that class. When Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1063062055222165652003-09-08T18:00:00.000-05:002003-09-08T18:00:55.286-05:00 DALLAS PUBLIC LIBRARY Texas Center for the Book Letters About Literature Contest 2000 Level One Winner Christian Wallace Andrews Middle School, Andrews, Texas Dear Mr. Eure, On October 7th of this year, I turned twelve-years-old, but I was only six when my grandmother started reading The Red Wings of Christmas to me. Six years ago, has it been that long? It seems like just yesterday that I Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1062985041473257002003-09-07T20:37:00.000-05:002003-09-07T20:37:21.556-05:00Hello again, you know whats funny yet pretty cool, The Dance of Eternity by Dream Theater, you should download it. School sucks some big ones. I'm already completly sick of it. My English teacher is the most anal creature I've ever encountered. It gayer that Stewart Smally. I just totally despise that woman, horrid beast that she is. Giving gay projects, just being in a pissy mood, if aint Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1062720703108397672003-09-04T19:11:00.000-05:002003-09-04T19:11:43.246-05:00..and for a moment remembered how it felt to have no one understand that theres this dream and their not part of it.... -the atarisRyan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1062554554289585362003-09-02T21:02:00.000-05:002003-09-02T21:03:27.830-05:00Samedi My hands through your hair Your arms around my waist The touch of your lips Why should this kiss, this night have to end Can't take my eyes from your beautiful gaze Won't let go of your sweet soft hand We hold each other, I look at the stars Forever this moment, this kiss will be ours -me I love you babe. Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1062388432130069522003-08-31T22:53:00.000-05:002003-08-31T22:53:52.016-05:00Dreaming?....What's gonig on?Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1062112604528507312003-08-28T18:16:00.000-05:002003-08-28T18:16:44.590-05:00Yes.... Ryan did just get his car about an hour ago. Yes it is fun. It's a used '03 Saturn Vue, nice silver color. Super fun times for Ryan. I am exhilerated. Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1062034138045492422003-08-27T20:28:00.000-05:002003-08-27T20:28:58.140-05:00wow, I don't think i've used this thing since before school started. I guess I find no reason to most of the time. Because it is rather pointless isn't it. Oh well....I guess school is going okay, school is school no matter which school you go to. Just different people. I'll make a longer entry later... Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1061751551309609122003-08-24T13:59:00.000-05:002003-08-24T14:04:49.456-05:00Yeah this weekend ................ I had fun with Jalesa at Rock the Desert. I'll probably call her later....Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1061171268468677782003-08-17T20:47:00.000-05:002003-08-17T20:47:48.353-05:00yeah this weekend was fun as all hell............now I'm back down...Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1060974096214834932003-08-15T14:01:00.000-05:002003-08-15T14:01:35.120-05:00crap....I really want to talk to Jalesa or Christian right now. But nope I can't, damn this is stupid. There is no reason why I shouldn't be able to. I kind of don't like blaming my dad for this, but man he pissis me off. I should be there now. I SHOULD! sorry, i just made a post, i thought i was done venting. but i'll go on a little bit more. At first I was really freaking mad at my dad.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1060973067063141022003-08-15T13:44:00.000-05:002003-08-15T13:44:26.120-05:00School started today...I'm not there. Well in Andrews anyway. Okay, now this is definatly a reality to me. Not being there in summer was one thing. But now i'm thinking how everyone is in school right now...and I'm not. I've never been so upset about not being in school. I feel like I'm missing something....everything. Last night I was lieing in bed thinking about all the little things Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1060408008871790412003-08-09T00:46:00.000-05:002003-08-09T00:46:48.790-05:00uh huh.....Jalesa, Natasha, and Andrew just left. We watched the first half of Fight Club before the girls had to leave. Andrew, Jared and I watched it last night. Somehow watching that movie multiple times it doesn't get old, you always catch new stuff. Yeah Jalesa is in town for this weekend, ironicly i'm leaving tomorrow. I got to hang out with her a little bit today. I probly won't get Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1060235777082146572003-08-07T00:56:00.000-05:002003-08-07T00:56:16.940-05:00yeah... armor for sleep i super. I agree with them."nothing's real somehow" for some reason lately nothing does seem real. Its like i've been having one big long dream all the time. I wake and everything is that same for a few days. Then i wake up and go to arkansa for a while, that seemed real. Then when i got home, its like i fell back asleep and started dreaming again. I don't know whatsRyan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1059963068744428092003-08-03T21:11:00.000-05:002003-08-03T21:17:27.406-05:00Been a while sense i've done this, I've been in Heber Springs Arkanasa. Yeah, I'd never heard of it either. Not much to do there when you're on a mission trip. The people there were some rich little boogers. Even though i feel like we didn't help people out that much it was freaking fun as all hell. I'd have to say one of the best parts was meeting our new friend Duff. The U.S.S. Duff this Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1058896345856653812003-07-22T12:52:00.000-05:002003-07-22T12:52:25.740-05:00Well...I just woke up and still I have nothing to do. I wasn't even that tired this morning but for some reason I didn't want to get up, I just really didn't have any reason to. For some reason as of this last year or so I can't find any real good reason to do....anything. Nothing really makes me feel happy for very long. The only enjoyment I get out of anything is spending time with friends Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1058823143728652272003-07-21T16:32:00.000-05:002003-07-21T16:32:23.820-05:00I need something to do. As long as I'm out with some friends or doing something I'm alright. But when I have days like today, when I sit around and do nothing, I can get pretty pathetic. I woke up at 12, did nothing, checked my e-mail, ate some corn dogs, played super nintendo for a couple hours, took a shower at 3, and now I'm doing this. This is stupid. Lookis like I'll be entering stuff Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1058770781584176432003-07-21T01:59:00.000-05:002003-07-21T01:59:56.163-05:00Yeah it's like 2 in the morning and I'm really tired/bored. But for some reason I probly won't go to sleep for a while. Andrew is staying the night and we're play Super Mario Bros. 3. Its a pretty fun game. Andrew really sucks at it. We're in would 3 and hes only beaten 1 level, I had to do the rest. Well i'm leaving bye.Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1058733913943600902003-07-20T15:45:00.000-05:002003-07-20T15:48:40.710-05:00Well okay, i don't really know how this crap works so i'll probly just do some pretty basic stuff. I'm about to have to go back to church in an hour or so. I don't want to at all. Its not that i mind going to church at all I just don't particularly like my new church. There are a few cool people, but I just don't enjoy it very much. The majority is a bunch of old people, not that thats bad Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5597918.post-1058732197616522852003-07-20T15:16:00.000-05:002003-07-20T15:28:52.230-05:00Hello, this is Ryan, and i'm really bored. No one will probly ever even read this. Plus I most likely wont be consistent in entereing anything. so i'll just do this for my own amusment whenever I get patheticly bored, which happens quite often actually. So maybe I will post more often think. Ryan Marcumnoreply@blogger.com0